as i really have to go.

i woke up VERY LATE. cos i didnt get to sleep till about 12/ish.

doesnt seem late but when YOU have to WAKE UP EARLY.

you'll see the difference.

well it's good happy friday.. as its' the end of the week :) im so bloody happy tbh about that lol.

even though i finish till like 4. :| my god. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

3 lessons thats all i have and i finish a 4pm.

it's going to be one of them days. *sigh* everytime i enter college im just like *sigh* great another crappy day.

but ah well, im just gonna have to get used to it hey.

mmm' im wearing my red jacket today. and i carnt wait to dye my hair the same colour as my hair :D well my highlights.

it's going to look well good. :D sooon. when i can be botherd to lol!

i think this weekend i shall do it. then my hair will be finished :D

woop woop!

anyway im off hers.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

hope everyone has a good day :)

xoxox

that song makes me STRONGER. (LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL)

just the lyrics and all, makes me  feel like ive gott something to live for.

i love dancing to it, and singing to it.

ive played it 100 times, in one day. and i only found the song today. :O!

wow.

i carnt believe that, im glad i found it. (:

just finished dyinggg my hair fully now.  xDD! ive still got abit of work to do to it. i love messing around with my hair.

it's hard work. and im starting to like it abit. which is very odd. ha ha ha.

urm i havnt done my c.w :(. i really wanted to start it today but oh well. i guess i'll have to start it 2orrow eve or during the weekend.

im glad the weekend is comming up!

im sick of college.  *sigh*.

*SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH*.

yeahyeahyeah.

im saving up money for a pettttttttttttttttttttttt! (:

i carnt WAIT. to finally get a PET of my own. lolzzz.

today was okay. just a lazy day. no eating. just gym. which was pretty good the same 2orrow and sat. then i can pigg out again but not as much. ha ha ha.

sorrry. it had to be said.

*yawns*.

im not tired. but it's getting late as i have to wake up early in the morning.

owwwww.

good nighttt again!

*wave*

xox

it's already thursday. ive just wasted my whole wednesday day by gettting home.

sleeping then getting woken up by my sis and her bf ( or not ) i dont know if they are going out it's hard to say. :/ but i think they are.

and i was like "HIII JAMES."  and he's just like hi :| . lmfao.

and i thought gosh *tummy was gettting hungry* and i was in pain cos i didnt have anything for 2/3days.

i think thats why i was sick for abit, then i was like i carnt have chinese. :( cos i saw everybody having it.

then i did in the end. i ended up eating everything, then i was even more hungry and i ate some popcorn, then i ate two snack bars, then i dip it in icecream. so i had ben and jerrys ice-cream, then rice pudding, then i opend up a bag of doritos, then i had salt peanuts, then last but lest, 2 soft cookies with milk. :|

that is ALOT OF FOOD IN ONE DAY.

:|

I COULDNT HELP MYSLEF. once i started to eat i couldnt get off it.

so im going to the gym with my dad at 7am. and then in the afternoon and i wont have nothing for 2/3days again. and then when i get hungry all i'll eat is FRUITS AND VEGGIS THIS TIME.

while i was eating i was just staring at my msn for AGESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

it was very annoying me, just people on there that id love to smack in the face, but i obvzly carnt,

but now i give up on the whole plan of everything. it's not worth getting upset by or crying over. it's pointless.

*thinks* i should of done some work today. but i needed to relax so therefor i'll do some later on or 2orrow nightt.

im so glad i only have one day 2orrow and then the WEEKEND. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

bring it on. :) even though friday is going to be a long day but who cares. i'll hope for the best.

i love ittttttttttt.

im VERY LAZY to type anymore but yeah. that is all.

Nighthttttters.

xox

yes home sweet home.

i love getting home and i can finally say "NO ONE HAS TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO".

ive already explained what happend this morning.

but yeah. it was a long day. got stuck on my own again. like always.

last lesson was boring till it got to the end where i did one thing right outta today.

BUYYYY STICKING A NEEDLE IN SOMEONES LEG :) it's called epilation but nobody wont know what that is.

going to dye my hair blonder now :)

byeee!

this morning. to get ready im going to wear my pj top! it's black so it's okay but the only thing is

whats the point bringing black clothes when you have to change into black clothes. cos atm im wearing my own clothes and it's all black but when i need to change in the afternoon, i'll be wearing black clothes it doesnt really make any sense.

seee i dont kno why i do this or make the fuss of getting ready in the morning. mostly cos of my face and how ugly i am.

yaaaaaaaay go me. ¬.¬

anyways today is going to be a long day. i can tell. no wait. I KNOW IT IS. 9- 5PM OR PAST 5!

yeah how SHIT, is that. i couldnt deal with it last week and now it's tuesday again.

i really hate mondays and tuesdays now and slightly fridays. but then again it's the end of the day so it anit so bad.

my timetable makes me hate them days.

expect for monday i just generally hate MONDAYS. and other days. hahahaha

well i think im going to get late today! cos i have to leave nowww.

moms going to go mad but i dont think she cares, cos she only woke up now LOL!

oh dear. idkk. i hate english anyways (:

GOOOD JOBBBB! SOMEONE MAKE ME MISS ENGLISH NOW!

keep me on here to till day/night.

right gotta stop blabbing on :-#

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPSS!

urmmmm. i got into the car. mom was yelling like crazy cos i forgot to say i needed money.

i was like "mom i anit got no moneyz and she was like BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH" so we went to get moneyz.

then i missed my train by like 3mins. LOL so my mom had to drop me off at the college i thought i was so close of "getting late"

but i wasnt :) "happy face" then. i was in the lesson. and then i washed my hands and moved my hair after i washed my hands and my teacher yelled at me.

and then was like "GO WASH YOUR HANDS." and i didnt even touch my hair at the slightest way. and then i see other people that were FULL ON TOUCHING THERE HAIR ALL OVER THE PLACE AND SHE DDINT HAVE A GO AT THEM ONLY ME! FFFS!!

and i was like omfgggzz, you bitch. i hate you ¬.¬ in my mind and then she was picking on me how i did my massage on the head and stuff. and shit and i was soo glad to get outa that room then comes break time. i got left behind again. "fucking bitch wallis left me on my own" WHEN I DONT FUCKING KNOW ANYONE.

so i was lucky i saw my friends from last year and sat with them and had a good chat and then they left me and then i was on my own then time back for another lesson with zoey. << she's nice and okay with me. and like i had this body thingy massage it was really good. but i hate the fact that people can see my legs and my whole body and shizz, it made me feel VERY uncomfortable. :s.

urrrgh and then i was ditched by wallis again so fucking 2orrow will be the same so i guess i'll hhave to be a loner till i make friends and im going to piss her off and not do treatments with her fucking cow and she hurt me last time when she was actually doing a treatment.

after that i went to ict to do this test thing and i got

vata, = 37 points

pitta = 37 points.

kapha = 27 points. lol

so i was double with vata and pitta.

it was very odd lol. and then the whole class found out i was canadian. it was a right headache and then they were like say this and say that.

and i didnt wannah cos ive lost my accent but if i really wanted to stand out and be candian and people laugh at me then i would. but i didnt i choose to change. and like ahahahaahah at me all lesson and all they where kinda shocked i was from canada. gosh. :/  it was bloody annnoyinggg.

then i legged it for my bus cos i nearly missed it.

and that was my day. and now im sittin on the bed getting pissed off.

i carnt say why cos if i do, then it will all blow up in my face so i'll just sit here and get pissed off and not saying ANYTHING WHAT SO EVER!

yeahhhh. :|

On a Monday Morning i HATE IT.

worst day of the week tbh. cos everyBODY has to get up so fucking early it's unreal.

I got up at 5am, had a shower got ready for college and i still look a mess.

if ANYONE SAW ME LIKE THIS THEY WOULD OF BEEN LIKE EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW "YOU LOOK FUCKING UGLY TODAY!"

yeah thats what you'll be going ^

urrrm, cbbbba to change my bagg so i'll carry the orange one. yes orange. bag i have.

just need to find my cardi. and then i think im off to the train station.

my dads going to the GYM. C . U . N . T ! <<< i really want to go. but nooooooooooo i have stinky college till 4 and then i have to wait 20mins for my bus by the time it will be 4:20pm and then i get home around 10mins to 6 or something fucking gay like that >:( ! pisses me off.

but anyways last night was kinda stressful.

i didnt bother doing ANY WORK WHAT SO EVER.

to busy texting kari (: it was well good. i promise to give her a call or text her todayyyy!

were both gonna try passin drivin in nov! (:

but hopefully i wannah pass b4 that but there isnt no way in hell cos i havnt done my theory test!

people say it's easy and it's common sense.

but with me i dont have commmon sense. :| it's true. im a thick shit. when it comes down to any test.

i just fail. so i really gotta start booking up my idea's.

.....iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii missssssssssss someone like awfully bad, and it's makin me like SAD AS EVER. :(

i carnt cope without not talking to him for a few days or even hours. (which is so pathetic,)( im an idiot. )

cos it feels like dont have time for each other now, like we used to textingg all night laughhing. i misss it. i miss them times. im scared it'll never be like that no more.

busy days leads us away to doing our own things.

it's hard.

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.

im not going to even bother eating today for 2/3 days. just drinking water.

and just eat fruits and veggis.

cos im not allow no fatty foods no more like FOREVER. LIKE NOTHING.

which is very upseting. cos ive packed on a few pounds, so ive gottta stop eating again ffs. lol.

*rolls eyes*

gymmm 2night hopefully.. but i doubt it :(.

but it would make me a tiny bit happy if i did end up going

cos im dying to go.

wow.

carnt believe im saying that.  ^ ahaha.

even though gym bores me and i hate it but oh well.

we shall find out when i get back home from college.

shittttttttttt, ive gotta go now byyyyyeee!

im ALWAYS LATE FOR MY TRAIN LOLZ!

to much time on here. xD 

Right.

where to start off with.

i really HATE LIARS,

THEY are like LIARS. but they just dont know it.

ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYS,

went to town.

i got a NEW BAGGGGGGGGGGGG YO' it's sexxxy ;) and make up to. ( cos im ugly shit, and i need it L O L )

i have 3 foundations now. :S but the thing is. they are all different skin tones LOL!

very odd. of me. i wish i never got them from last week. but all i need is to get is eye shadow,lippy, & mascara. xD

hooked up on buying too much make up now.

dont know why im bad at that, iv NEVER used to be. :S

 alsooooo got a top today.  i found out that there was a BIG HOLE INNIT.

i was VERY UPSET.

:'(

But ah well, were taking it back 2orrow so that means MORE SHOPPING. :) . so thats good. and getting a new top to REPLACE THAT ONE.

and SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TO DIE FOR.

as my mom got some,

ive had my UPS & DOWNS TODAY.

and ive ATE ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. it's unreal i was going to throw up.

cos i carnt hack BIG FOODS and eating LATE AT NIGHT NO MORE.

seriously.

bad innit,

urgghggghghghgh, going to do a few sit ups now and then go straight to bed as im DEAD TIRED.

and it's only 12:09am. gosh.

NIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. :)